Thursday, March 25, 2010

Spring Fashion

My style is changing. Me and my friend Justine talked about how we evolved throughout the year. At first I was a very calm and "artsy" type and though she is still there Im becoming more "bolder" and Ive been digging things with this ol school NY/L.A. "rock and roll" edge. type vibe.(I'm putting these labels in ""because I dont like to use labels:] but, how else am I going to describe what I'm talking about haha)

So today I thought I will show you some outfit ideas I've been into lately.Since I been doing the youtube beauty vids I think I should also make my blog about beauty as well.But, dont worry there will still be music and my random thoughts in my blog too:)

Ok so I know this shoe isnt conventional and I know most ppl will find a fashion faux pas but Im a SUCKER for floral prints.And I think I will be able to pull it off also I think once you wear a pair of dark skinnies it will bemore toned down and it will look more "vintage-ey"

Retails at topshop for a hefty $70

This is another floral print I adore! I wouldnt wear it with the floralboots but I wanna show you guys anywayu because its soo cute to me!!Another topshop item Retails at $70. Its a very sweeet dress curl your hair up and wear a cardigan you will look like a cute romantic French girl :)

So I wanted to keep this one short because its my first fashion blogger post.So I Hope this gave you guys some ideas for the spring.
Bok Choy and Enjoy

Monday, March 22, 2010


Read this article. This must be the answer to why Jewel's songs are soo close to home for me. I really do feel like she is in my head we have way too much in common. We need more Jewel's and Fiona's and less Gaga's and Ke$ha's.

Monday, March 15, 2010


Ok so I'm going to try to blog at least 3x a week minimum maybe more. I think it will be a good thing. So lets get started.....

According to

Pronunciation: \i-ˌma-jə-ˈnā-shən\
1 : the act or power of forming a mental image of something not present to the senses or never before wholly perceived in reality

Pronunciation: \ˈrē(-ə)l\
1 : of or relating to fixed, permanent, or immovable things (as lands or tenements)
2 a : not artificial, fraudulent, or illusory

Pronunciation: \ˌper-ə-ˈnȯi-ə
1 : a psychosis characterized by systematized delusions of persecution or grandeur usually without hallucinations
2 : a tendency on the part of an individual or group toward excessive or irrational supiciousness and distrustfulness of others

Pronunciation: \i-ˈlü-zhən\
1 a obsolete : the action of deceiving b (1) : the state or fact of being intellectually deceived or misled 2) : an instance of such deception
2 a (1) : a misleading image presented to the vision

Ok so we have imagination, real,paranoia and illusion.It doesn't take a rocket scientist to see where I might be going with this and the correlation the words have with one another.

I've been called several of time by family and friends that im "weird" and I agree with this we are all weird and those who call me weird are just hiding themselves which to me is the weirdest thing of all.
Now look at the definitions there really isn't that much of a difference between paranoia and imagination. Except if you're paranoid you're certifiable an outcast and if you have an imagination you're creative and you think outside the box.

But who is to say what other ppl see isn't real? We are all one may say "blessed" with different gifts AND curses. You KNOW what you see and I Know what I see. Just because you don't posses the gift or curse that one may say God gave me doesn't mean I'm crazy nor does is make you normal because you don't see it.

For me REALITY IS PERCEPTION. .You perceive your reality there isn't a textbook or psychiatrist that can tell you otherwise to try to make you perceive THEIR reality

Don't get me wrong I'm not saying that those serial killers that go on rampages because they "felt they were being told to by an alien" or some shit like that is right. Because that is wrong I don't condone that at all.I believe that they just say shit so they wont get a harsher sentence and they can plea insanity.

I'm just talking about how you perceive the world in your eyes and how some people may see things that others don't see but they aren't necessarily evil things though and because some people may see images or things you don't see doesn't mean they are certifiable even though the ones that do harm to others might be lmao.

Basically I'm just getting tired of people calling me weird and doubting my thoughts and perspective. I don't doubt your perspective because I don't have your eyes and I can't judge nor do I have any intentions on judging anyone.

Just to reiterate....
Disclaimer:::: I'm not condoning anyone who harms others because they "see" things.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Lily Cole

I always loved pics like this a white background and just a plain face she has hardly any makeup on (so jealous btw) and I know that models actually get jobs when they go to the "go-see's" with little to no makeup on because they like to look at models as a blank canvas so with that being said makes me so jealous bc they are gorgeous without the fkn makeup lmao. I will love to take an empty pic like this one day lol The other Playboy pics are posted above^^^

You hardly see any girl on the cover of Playboy who doesn't have a curvy body well here is the first lol

She is absolutely stunning and she looks like a porcelain doll she inspires me maybe she can inspire you?